Sometimes the story doesn’t have a happy ending.

I sometimes think about how it’s easy to confuse following Jesus with the American dream. It goes something like this…if you work hard enough then God will bless you. It’s the idea that if I just do what I am supposed to do I will automatically get a blessing. While I do think that following God blesses your life I am reminded time and time again that sometimes following Jesus is messy.

Some may argue if the following actually love God, but I know Christ Followers who are addicted to pornography, smoke pot, think about suicide, cut themselves to feel better, gossip, lie, are divorced, on medication to help with anxiety, cuss, get drunk, and think that Moe’s is better than Chipotle. All of these things don’t fit into the pretty picture of the American dream or following Christ. They believe but they are still waiting for their blessing from God.

Sometimes Christianity is messy.

I know people who do their best to follow and love God and yet still suffer. Have you read about John the Baptist? When you start reading his story he has everything going for him. He’s related to Jesus, he’s passionate about God, and he is being used to change the world. You’d think he’d have a happy ending, but he didn’t. He was beheaded. Sometimes Christianity is messy.

Being a Christian won’t make you perfect and it won’t guarantee that you won’t struggle. Some Christians have a messy life because of the choices they make and some have a messy life because we live in a messy world. It almost feels like a darned if you do darned if you don’t.

I wish following God equaled a perfect life without struggle but if it does I haven’t found it yet.

What I have found is that Jesus breaks through my mess and heals me.What I have found is a God who is closer then a loved one during times of messiness. What I have found is that even though Christianity can be messy it’s worth it.